21st march 2009

this is kinda backdating kinda n3....we had fun @ this wedding..sempat tunggu sampai karaoke lagi..

congratulations to Fairus and Khaled and may u have marvellous journey till the end as husband and wife

kena mangga!!!

pelik lah....some company..dalam masalah kemelesetan..better for them to think what is best and how to sustain profitability on a big scale...but very unlucky for aku lah..company yang aku kerja sekarang ni took a reverse side of it rather than big scale..they took it to the very bottom level of any people could ever think...

aku rasa lah...dorang ni dah start catu MILO!!!! and NESCAFE!!! cuba tengok gambar yang ada ni..dorang siap pasang mangga kat drawer yang ada simpan milo and whatever lah kat dalam tu...ha ha ha...punyalah lawak bangang...ooopsss...i mean..come on...can't they ..whoever come out with the idea to think better things...


i'd reserve my comment coz i had my BOH TEH TARIK SEGERA and cuma used ayaq panaih je ...ish...mana lah tau kot kot @ later stage ayaq panaih pun depa nak mangga jugak...cek kena bawak Thermos dari rumah lah jawabnya...

ha ha ha...its the best jokes from company aku kerja ni...

ok...sambung kerja balik....

rat..

let a hundred flowers bloom, and a hundred schools of thought contend. When making decision, seek the advice and opinions of important wise sages.

that's wat i get from maxis something ..can't remember what that is...kinda think again its very true with wat im having now :)

take care luvly people...remember..luv urself b4 others do :)

lets being mellow...

i just can't help to admire this song...the lyrics and the imagination that i can relate to this song is beyond words...bait bait lyrics yang terlalu mendayu menusuk terus kedalam sanubari...n y suddenly im feeling like this...i myself can't figure it out...being geminian kan...hayati lirik yang ada ja...but for now let me savour my BOH Vanilla Teacino while soaking myself deep with this song...



MERINDUKANMU

Saat aku tertawa di atas semua
Saat aku menangisi kesedihanku

Aku ingin engkau selalu ada
Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

Selama aku masih bisa bernafas
Masih sanggup berjalan
Ku kan slalu memujamu
Meski ku tak tau lagi
Engkau ada di mana
Dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu

Saat aku mencoba merubah sgalanya
Saat aku meratapi kekalahanku

Dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu

who m i in the past life?

" In your past life you were Pablo Picasso"

In this life you continue to be revolutionary, stubborn, an active lover, enjoy breaking the rules and react poorly to heartbreak "

some quizzes...imagine this..me? pablo picasso? that would change history of arts..he he he..

now get back to work luvly people..

tchus..

imperfect

" hmmm...m lots of imperfect :) "

those words really hit me...do we need perfect human being to love or to be loved? ..i guess thats the beauty of human being...God created us differently..

imagine this...whoever knows my character i guess this will be simple..for those who are not..sorry guys :) ..ok..imagine this..if GOD create human being like me..same personality...well yang tak elok tu takyah ambil kira lah ek he he he...sometime hyper sikit..and cranky a bit at times...would you think this world will be @ peace? i guess it would be like a HUGE zoo negara...

those imperfect that make us special...makes us different from the rest...and make us more human...every human being are different...hmmm...lets just think about it ja...

but for now...those imperfect just add the exciting part of my life...

take care luvly people...

be gut ok..

tchus :)

kisah tak sempurna...

Aku memang tak berhati besar
Untuk memahami hatimu di sana
Aku memang tak berlapang dada
Untuk menyadari kau bukan milikku lagi

Dengar dengarkan aku
Aku akan bertahan
Sampai kapanpun
Sampai kapanpun ooo

Maafkan aku
Yang tak sempurna tuk dirimu
Usailah sudah
Kisah yang tak sempurna untuk kita kenang

Andai aku dapat merelakan
Setiap kepingan butiran kenangan indah
Andai aku sanggup menjalani
Setiap detik dan waktu yang datang dan oh

tapi bukan aku

Jangan lagi kau sesali keputusanku,
Ku tak ingin kau semakin kan terluka
Tak ingin ku paksakan cinta ini,
Meski tiada sanggup untuk kau terim

Aku memang manusia paling berdosa,
Khianati rasa demi keinginan semu
Lebih baik jangan mencintai aku dan semua hatiku
Karena tak kan pernah kan kau temui, cinta sejati

Berakhirlah sudah semua kisah ini,
Dan jangan kau tangisi lagi
Sekalipun aku tak kan pernah mencoba kembali padamu
Sejuta kata maaf terasa kan percuma,
S’bab rasa ku t’lah mati untuk menyadarinya

S’moga saja kan kau dapati
Hati yang tulus mencintaimu, tapi bukan aku

weekend..

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21/03/2009, saturday

...weekend was great...attended wedding of Fairus ex office colleague ) who wedded Khaled Nouri ( Office colleague ). Both of them were actually an office mate in our Bahrain office...well they and up @ last to be husband and wife..the food was awesome...aku memang jenis suka makan nasik minyak kat rumah orang kawin so theirs is one of the best i've ever tasted...several of our office colleague in KL came to the wedding...climax of the wedding...@ least for me...aku n Liza berkaraoke..before that punyalah gelak kitorang gelakkan kan orang..then our turn sampai...nyanyi..nyanyi lah puas puas walaupun satu lagu...lama dah tak karaoke...thankx liza ..im the one yang craving for karaoke...for being a gut sport...

thinking of all this wedding...@ 37...susah nak kata lah...i dont have the urgency to tie the knot...i guess i've been selesa hidup sorang...don't know what it feels to have someone stranger sharing the same haus..the same bed with u...maybe i don't want other people to be in the comfort zone that i'm enjoying now...ntahlah

22/03/2009, sunday

nothing much to do...was @ my flat until 11am something...kemas rumah..mopping and what not..then went to my parent haus for late bf...mom's cooking always the best...fried noodle....my favorite...then biasa lah..dah kenyang tidoq...

sedar sedar..intan ( adik bongsu ) antar msg..senag je msg dia..."trun2"..mende ni kan...rupanya turun ..turun...these smsses really killing proper bahasa kan? be it english...or bahasa and i bet other language pun sama gak...

rupanya aku dah terlewat bangun...nak pi kursus haji :) ...n3 kursus haji ni aku will try have in and share with u later...

but for now...im PANASSSS..office tetiba takdak aircond...but come to think again..id rather be in panas situation than in cold ...

take care beautiful people...

be kind to others..

tchus

merindukanmu

Saat aku tertawa di atas semua
Saat aku menangisi kesedihanku

Aku ingin engkau selalu ada
Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

Selama aku masih bisa bernafas
Masih sanggup berjalan
Ku kan slalu memujamu
Meski ku tak tau lagi
Engkau ada di mana
Dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu

Saat aku mencoba merubah sgalanya
Saat aku meratapi kekalahanku

Dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu

tea lover :)

i've been a tea lover for as long as i can remember..can't take coffee though ..got story y i can't drink coffee...not tragiclah the story in fact kelakar pun ada he he he..

i've been introduced to this tea...'BOH' tek tarik kurang manis by lipton ...and got hooked ( in a gut way lah k...) and can't help it to have it everyday...and today..i feel like having it cold...sedaaaaaap..thanks sugar honey honey for the supply of this wonderful human creation...boleh dapat bekalan for a year tak? he he he

to you luvly people out there ...have a try and i guarantee you'll get hooked by the taste too....if not ...u must have some weird taste...

take care happy people while i savour for this tea..

manggisboy signing off with a big grin :)

as i mature...

got this from sugar honey honey...which i am truly thankful and this one is dedicated to u sugar :)

i've learned that u cannot make
someone love u.
all u can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in

i've learned that no matter how much i care,
some people r just assholes

i've learned that it takes years
to build up trust and it only takes
suspicion, not proof, to destroy it

i've learned that you can get by
on charm for about fifteen minutes.
after that, you'd better have a big willy
or huge boobs

i've learned that you should'nt
compare yourself to others
they are more screwed up than you think

i've learned that you can keep vomitting
long after you think you're finished

i've learned that we are responsible
for what we do, unless we are celebrities

i've learned that regardless of
how hot and steamy a relationship is at
first, the passion fades, and there had better
be a lot of money to take its place!

i've learned that 99% of the time when
something is wrong is'nt working in your haus,
one of your kids did it.

i've learned that the people you care most
about in life are taken from you too soon
and all the less important ones just never go away

di antara kalian

Ku akui ku sangat sangat menginginkanmu
Tapi kini ku sadar ku diantara kalian
Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi

Ku akui ku sangat sangat mengharapkanmu
Tapi kini ku sadar ku tak akan bisa
Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi

Lupakan aku kembali padanya
Aku bukan siapa2 untukmu
Ku cintaimu tak berarti bahwa
Ku harus memilikimu slamanya

Ku akui ku sangat sangat menginginkanmu
Tapi kini ku sadar ku diantara kalian
Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi

Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi

me & my kids...he he he

ni lah pengarang jantung ..pengubat rindu...well @ least sampai umuq dorang 3 tahun lah lepaih umuq tu dah nakal macam setaaan..he he he...yang kat depan tu..mohd razeen..3 tahun dah..sekarang ni jeles sgt with his little sista...Nur Zahrah Jasmin...only 10mths old but dah berjalan berbagai...these two little creature always brighten up my day...after long hour and stressful day @ work...

and the best part of Nur Zahra Jasmin is..whenever i intai ikut pintu..she will look @ me..and say.."CAAAAK" with her sweet voice...alamak...rasa nak kawin lah pulak....

but let me settle things one step @ a time..

to my 2 little angels..luv u vely vely much...pak ngah sayang kamu..muuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh

n 2 u luvly people out there..luv u too :)

the point is....

weekend was tired...for me @ least...well not really..maybe i did'nt get enuff rest kot :)

on friday, 13/03/2009 ( friday the 13th ..mind u ) hulu langat...where i lives...terputus hubungan with dunia luar..well @ least for some hours but the impact of raining that particular day was devastating ( dahsyat kan ayat..cam REAL je )..the worst so far in 15 years...i remember when i took my SPM ..17 years ago (u countlah my age k) ..he he he...we had the same flooding...and pity those who lives kat hulu..kena tinggal kat sekolah..n my best fren..man.. only managed to get pangkat 2 for his SPM...he was really frustrated..but who to blame..GOD? its his way of doing work..we don't stop HIM from doing his work..we just pray that HE might probably doing in in more milder way...

back to the story...ja..the road from hulu langat to KL by way of Sg Serai was really flooded nearly 3 meters hi...and lucky with quick reporting from unofficial BBC news journalist..Miss J..my mom that is...i diverted from using the same way back home to have to go through the massive jam on the centre and cut way through the elevated hi way and exit kat jalan bukit ampang...but very unlucky for my brother he had to stay in the rain and later tumpang sekejap kat my condo...lucky my hausmate ada kat rumah...he and his wife lepak sampai banjir reda...

the point is..never expect things to come your way easily...kena ke dgn the details of story ni...kira ok lah kan...

i guess for now thats all i have...idea banyak sebenarnya but then if u dont really had it in sequence langsung bercampur and at last satu idea pun tak keluar...

take care luvly people...

I miss the "old" me

there's so much going on in my life...im happy and sad @ the same time....i'm not what i'm used to be..happy...laughing..spend time with my gut frens..i don't recognize myself anymore sometimes...

despite all the sadness..the gloominess ( tang ni kena tgk kamus..pas tu kena sound sama nazkha..suruh tulih dalam bahasa ibunda he he he)...im happy and im blessed to be surrounded with gut frens who always b there when i need them most...cry together...laugh whenever we think of gut moment or having fun ...

I miss the "old" me :( well i'm not old though...he he he...

my haus..my heaven

memories..2007

this time i guess i have'nt post this pictures of us ( i.e. me , nazman, klaus and faizal ) climbing up the peak..the highest peak in SEA..KINABALU!!!

Awesome adventure to the top and only two ( i.e. me and nazman managed to conquer) whilst faizal..nearly there but klaus need one more day to rest..he had same muscle problem...

exciting experience ...no training but we just go up there try our stamina and yup..we did it...

njoy this collage though...a lot more pictures but could get it all in here ( limited space lah kan...) but luv to share with u if u want to c more..

until later...njoy the rest of the day and keep smiling..

take care happy people

the manggis boy signing off

inspired...

i was really inspired by some people that have the will power or never dry of ideas on wat to write ...almost everyday...

like me..ha ha ha...the last entry dated october 2008...

well @ least this starts it all for more posts from me...new beginning....

well until later..

take care happy people

like monkey boy always say

tchus luvly people...luv urself before others luv u

take care